Woah, long time no see.

Well, starting 2009 I intend to get better at all I can do: draw, dance, speak japanese~~

How about learning corean? I think I should start some self thaught lessons...

I'll keep the good work, hope to NOT abandon this site that often. Wish me luck~!!

No inspiration.

I can not write or draw anything.

I can't take it anymore.

That's all.

Ah....the fangirl in me awakens again.

Recently, my dear Cullen sisters and i have gathered to watch some dramas and concerts from a korean band named "Dongbanshinki" or DBSK. These 5 idols sing, dance, act and make funny (uber dork) things at the same time. And like all boy bands each one has his own "type". If I had to classify them:

Yuhno - The taciturn and hell of a dancer leader
Jaejoong - The cool androgynous, tender singer
Changmin - The bitter (and enormous) youngster
Micky - The romantic carefree guy who raps
Junsu - The dork but great singer

I mean, if it was for myself I would call them leadershii, joongie, sexy monsta, mick and dolphin boy respectively XD...I mean yes, they're a boy band. I don't hear boy bands, ever. But I adooore Jaejoong. I adore him to the point of download his songs just to hear his voice, get images of every look of his and even watch all the things he was filmed in. T-T Oh, zombie god help me. I even desire desperately to go to the Korean Music Festival in L.A. just to see them live. For heaven sake! I even ordered two pairs of earrings identical to Jaejoong's and Micky's. The earring's are pretty awesome, so it was not the only reason but...OMZG.

I have fallen, I'm afraid I'll just have to linger here and not become even MORE of a fan of them. Oh, btw they also sing in japanese, but they are known as "Tohoshinki" or TVXQ in Japan. Anyway, Jaejoong is mine.

Farewell!!

I finally finished the three books of Stephenie Meyer. 5 words:
Bella does not deserve Edward.

In other news, I'm recovering from that stomach operation and I'm in school too. My classes rule this semester.

I went to see Apocalyptica yesterday. WOAH for that. The passion in their movements towards the cello makes me want to be Perttu's or Eicca's cello, honestly. And I love to hear them talk, because Eicca is like...all composed and cool, meanwhile Perttu is sexy and insane all the way through.

Ah..oh, yeah. A post that I borrowed from Celph. Just put my winamp in shuffle mode and answered. Not responsible for the results so you know:

How does the world see me?
H.I.M. - Endless Dark (Hell yeah.)

Will I have a happy life?
Eddie Murphy - I'm a believer (UUuooaah I'm a believeeeer! omg...)

What do people really think of me?
Gavin de Graw - I don't wanna be (uh?)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Malice Mizer - Garnet (That's a y...OMFG!)

How can I make myself happy?
H.I.M. - Soul on fire (Him! xD now it makes sense)

What should I do with my life?
Manna Feat. Ville Valo - Just for tonight (Tonight I want to go deeper ~. Answer: have sex xDD)

Will I ever have children?
Utada Hikaru - Paint it black (...)

What is some good advice for me?
London after Midnight - A letter to God (Can god really be so cold?)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Emilie Simon - Song of the storm (Don't you feel my storm coming~)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
H.I.M. - Sleepwalking past hope ( ; ; )

What song will play at my funeral?
Tomoko kane - Broken wings (Woo, is perfect.)

What type of men/women do you like?
L'arc en ciel - Lover boy (Yeah!)

What is my day going to be like?
Kagrra - Tsurezure Uta (oww...)

Why am I here?
Kyo - Je n'veux pas oublier (o.o)

What will people remember me for?
Daft Punk - Something about us (I need you more than anything in my life~)

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Rhapsody - Emerald sword (we will search for the evil slime!!!)

What will this year be all about?
Nightmare before Christmas - What's this? (Snoooow *_*).

If someone says "is this okay?" you say?
Miyavi - Shindemo Boogie-woogie (yaay xD)

How would you describe yourself?
Within Temptation - Stand my ground (yeah, kind of rings a bell)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Cinema Strange - Dead eyes open (I adore eyes but I'm not a necrofilic >___> )

How do you feel today?
Gorillaz - Tomorroy comes today (couldn't describe it better.)

What is your life's purpose?
Yamaguchi Kappei - Predilection (what's with horny songs D: I'm not THAT perverted!)

What is your motto?
Olivia - Starless Night (Again, right on the needle.)

What do your friends think of you?
Kagrra - Omou (<3)

What do you think of your parents?
Smashing Pumpkings - To forgive (¬_¬.)

What do you think about very often?
John Williams - Hogwarts School song (Harry Potter xDDDD)

what is 2 + 2?
Muse - Falling away with you (...?)

What do you think of your best friend?
Nemesea - Beyond evil (Yeah, resumes it all right.)

What do you think of the person you like?
Howl's moving castle OST - Merry go-round of life (<3<3)

What is your life story?
I am ghost -The dead girl epilogue ( ;__; )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Mortiis - Monarch of the mighty darkness (Hell yeah!!!)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
H.I.M. - Bury me deep inside your heart (this thing's accuracy is starting to freak me out.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Kyo - Je cours (*_*)

What is your hobby/interest?
Switchblade Symphony - Witches (<33!)

What is your biggest fear?
INXS - Never tear us apart (Woo, yeah.)

What is your biggest secret?
Damien Rice - Nine crimes (like a criminal cat >_> ok, bad joke.)

What do you think of your friends?
Ouran Host Club - Mata ashita (Oooh so corny...but true.)

What will you post this as?
Tsuki no uta - Gackt (Excellent song.)

Oh... <3

This past weekend was crazy. I was supposed to end my school projects and rest but...guess what? I finally found the Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer and I read the first two books in...two days. Exactly 13 hours, counting my sleeping and homework hours.
I tend to lost myself in books, I love the feeling. But this book...oh, wait, this book's character whose name is Edward Cullen, OMFG.
He's the fictional man of my life, for now.
I can't get him out of my head, and to that I dedicate the title of my post. There should be an Edward Cullen for everyone of us in this world. When I am the President of the entire world I will take care of that...

If you truly believe there is an Edward Cullen somewhere for you (his name doesn't has to be Edward Cullen), post it.

In other news, nothing. Edward has overtaken the other parts of my life haha. Ahm...I certainly did some homework and yesterday I had my first final exam. I'm now waiting for some friends to finish one more project and...that's all for the week.

My birthday is gettin' nearer...but I do not feel like doing a party, so I guess I'll just hang out with my folks.

In the anime section:
Ghost Hound is getting more interesting every time ^^
Dragonauts is getting slooow~ but Gio is worth it <3
Dgray Man *_______* OMFGWTFBBQ! It's getting goooood
Bleach, as always, fun and thrilling
Genshiken II is making me bend in laughter, specially the ep 5
Myself Yourself is so...shoujo.
Hayate no Gotoku is also funny, but it's losing its charm...

o.o Ohm...oh, yeah!! I made two new DA,
first, EDWARD CULLEN <3<3<3<3
second, Howl from The moving Castle <3<3 (I do adore this character too...)

But after that, all went black ; ; I can't finish even one little drawing...my inspiration is getting suffocated or something...hope this doesn't last too long...anyway, farewell!!